HIGH FIDELITY

TUESDAY, FEBRUARY 2, 2010
HIGH FIDELITY
The year has begun wonderfully,though we do not know what ahead for us.As for me I let the birds still sing at my windows,every month I did not miss to praise the moon for it's beauty and I rarely miss the gentle touch of the wind over my face.It is because all these things make feel worth to live for and there is another term which i would say life is meaningless without it..FRIENDSHIP. I believe there wouldn't be any other phrases is meaningfull than this one.However,as much respect that i have for this term,that much of hatred implanted in my heart for friendship.Everytime we can agree that experience is the best teacher.So,that is how my experience has thought me for the friendship that i have given high fidelity blindly for 15 years,but gain nothing except heartbreak,dissapointment,pain and lies.
There is a girl which i have known since i am a kid aruond the age of a kindergarden girl at 6 years old,if my memory not reflecting wrongly for the flashback.We are quiet close,grown up together,share the moments along,except for the trouble which i always have to face alone.We are close not because we went to the same kindergarden but also because we stay next to each other. Till am grown enough,i was still ignorance about her faithfullness towards our friendship.It is often we share our secrets at high school about our crashes with boys,gossiping about classmates and other tenage stories.However,often my secrets that i told her will always leak out,vice versa her's always safe with me in my heart.
Once,we are on the way back home from tuition centre by bus.She was sitting with a guy that i do not know at all.When i asked her in the sign language she said it was her friend.I became curious because their reaction in the bus seems as more far than a friend.They holding hands and talking as if they know each other for years.Then I turned out to my another chinese girlfriend from our school too,and askad her "hey ivy,who isthe guy? why looked like so close,as if something up?.She replied me, "don't you know it is her boyfriend,how come she never tell you,you both are so close to each other,huh,i don't understand you both".she said and kept quiet.Only i know how offended i am,that my close friend do not want to tell me that she have a boyfriend.That was one small matter where i found her first small betrayal to me.
There was a lot more especially comes to boys issues.There was one time where she wrote a love letter on my name and gave it to one idiot boy that i am not interested at all.Which this creates a big havoc between my family and hers.Somehow because that boy keep quiet about the letter and did not reply any,i do not know the story fr0m him,but form another friend of mine,saying that"your gossip is hot now".Till i replied her "you better shut up your mouth if still want to be able to talk for the rest of your life".
Finally,she admited to me that she the one who did it and apoligised from me.For i am still appreciating our friendship and believe this is the greatest friendship stay on to be her friend.I do not mixed up my studies with boys and love matter,where that is the main problem of the girls everywhere and end up failing well in their studies just for the guys.The guys which got look but nothing in their brain,Definately not me for that.My family situation and tired of seeing rubber trees on the way of going and coming from school build my heart enough to be ambitious,and differ myself from the group of students in my school.
I have decided to put a permanent dot on my friendship with her when i heard she spreading a news of humiliating me to my other ex-classmates after i finish my studies there.I am still thankful to God that I have known,sometimes the person that we put our high fidelity on is not paying back the same to us.Which I feel personally it is not worth to be faithful to the person who do not being faithful to us.
POSTED BY UMA JENNYFER AT 2:10 AM 0 COMMENTS